hula hoops and hampster wheels

Ok Ava. Message heard.

I will be taking a hiatus from jumping back into dating. Let's face facts I'm not ready and it would only be rebound frills and that's not good for anyone. I'm too old to be slutty and want sometime within the next decade to find something wholesome and substansial. I guess sometimes you aren't supposed to get back up on the horse and my total annoyance with every Penis bearing guy out there is proof in the pudding. (yes, I'm full of cliches today.)

I watched Bridget Jones's last night and I am Bridget without the happy ending. Sooo I must sing really bad lite FM ballads at the top of my lungs and tend to my cat, make some blue soup, and maybe afterawhile I'll try and try again. But at least not until after my birthday when I have 28-yr old version of my 27-yr old crisis.

But until then maybe I'll write a little more, or paint a little more definetly not watch anymore chick flicks that will remind me of all the gooey stuff I miss. It might be time to go to the yarn store and stock up on winter crafts to keep me productive. I did just watch a fabulous episode of the late great Bob Ross and his oil painting adventures.


Also in the meantime I'm looking into purchasing a new buzz toy. The current buzzer has lived a long life circa 2003, (amazing eh?) and it really is time to put the "eager beaver" to rest. Suggestions welcome.